Busy life.

My life is so busy. I started to get bored by days.
Each and every of my family members are occupied with many many stuffs. waterheck. -.-
My dad is always busy with his work. biasalah, dad kann ?
And my mom's time is occupied with house chores and stuffs like that.
My gor gor is busy with his college stuffs ever since he masuk college, and his job which idc what is it. He always come home late for that. :/
And ME, i have school stuffs, homework, projects, kks, kgt and blahh blahh blahh -.-
And my sista, she's busy with homework, classes, art and so on,
Hmphh. So i can hardly spend time with my family nowadays. Sometimes weekends pun takleh.
And my bro's going PD with his friends this coming weekends. dahlahh it's my last holidays before school starts. cannot hang out with him :/
It's 11.40 at night now. gtg sleep already.
Nights people (:

ps : sorry for not updating my blog for so long. i'm really busy.
pss : hope you guys will still enjoy reading my blog (: thankyou.

fakk :/ visited my friend's blog and he gave me a surprise there .
I saw a post . It wrote there .
Reblog this . Close your eyes . Count to 10 . Click the picture .
So i foolishly clicked it and BOO ! It came out the scary video with a woman shouting 'arghh' !
WTF , man ! I was scared :/ I jumped when the people in the video or image ( idk , cause didn't really see it properly ) starts shouting . I was like WTF ! -.-
It's a warning for you guys , don't click it .
I know i'm such a fool :D
And now i'm scared to go to bed . FML ! D:
Anyway, nights and bye ! Let's hope that tomorrow is gonna be a better day :)

Life is too complicated .

I actually survivied ! gosh :O
Sigh , life is so miserable . Too complicated for people like me to stay .
'cause life is full of drama . Too dramatic .
Can't find the difference between real or fake , true or false nor bad or good .
Well , this is life . fakk D:
Somehow, i think life in heaven is wayy better , ryte ? At least there's no pain there .
But sometimes i don't understand stuffs . Was it because i'm too stupid or because i was being a fool ?
I gave hope on something but it turns out to be upside down . always like that . cacated .
So , yeah . Life is too complicated .

I waited for miracles but it did not appear.

Instead, things had gone worst.

And one more thing . You GUYS are really troublesome, kan ?

Love being heartbraker ? 

The scar will be there FOREVER .

No offence, but sometimes i do wish you NEVER appear in my life .

You're no longer awesome to me . Instead, you suck . Don't blame me for saying this .
Somehow, i don't think it's you fault . Perhaps it's mine . 

I trust you easily . So, it's my own fault . Shouldn't have believe everything that you said .

You might think that i cari my own pasal , kan ?

I'd rather not knowing the truth and stay in the lies forever .

Anyway , enjoy your life out there , heartbraker . Thanks for everything .

. i . h . y .

Truly yours ,

Suzan Tan

my . blog . is . finally . dead . :/
    so . am . i  ._______.

not . in . a . great . mood .
    fakk . off . people . :|

my . heart . broke . into . million . pieces . =(
    ouch , it . hurts !

although . it's . gonna . stick . back . soon .
     the . scar . will . stay . there . forever

thank . you . for . that .
      i . h . y .

43 things a girl wished her boyfriend knows.

#1 When you break her heart, the pain never really goes away.

#2 When she misses you, she’s hurting inside.

#3 When she says it’s over, she still wants you to be hers.

#4 When she walks away from you mad, follow her.

#5 When she stares at your mouth, kiss her.

#6 When she pushes or hits you, grab her tight & don’t let her go.

#7 When she starts cursing at you, kiss her and tell her you love her.

#8 When she ignores you, give her your attention.

#9 When she pulls away, pull her back.

#10 When you see her at her worst, tell her she’s beautiful.

#11 When you see her crying, just hold her and don’t say a word.

#12 When you see her walking, sneak up and hug her waist from behind.

#13 When she’s scared, protect her.

#14 When she lays her head on your shoulder, tilt her head up and kiss her.

#15 When she steals your favourite jacket, let her keep it and sleep with it for a night.

#16 When she teases you, tease her back and make her laugh.

#17 When she doesn’t answer for a long time, reassure her that everything is okay.

#18 When she looks at you with doubt, back yourself up with the truth.

#19 When she says that she likes you, she really does more than you could understand.

#20 When she grabs your hands, hold hers and play with her fingers.

#21 When she bumps into you, bump into her back and make her laugh.

#22 When she tells you a secret, keep it safe and untold.

#23 When she looks at you in your eyes, don’t look away until she does.

#24 Stay on the phone with her even if she’s not saying anything.

#25 Don’t let her have the last word.

#26 Don’t call her hot, but gorgeous or beautiful is so much better.

#27 Say you love her more than she could ever love you.

#28 Argue that she is the best girl ever.

#29 When she’s mad, hug her tight and don’t let go.

#30 When she says she’s OK, don’t believe it, talk to
her about it, because 10 yrs later she’ll still remember it.

#31 Call her at 12:00am on special occasions to tell her you love her.

#32 Call her before you sleep and after you wake up.

#33 Treat her like she’s all that matters to you.

#34 Don’t ignore her when she’s out with you and your friends.

#35 Stay up all night with her when she’s sick.

#36 Watch her favorite movie with her or her favorite show even if you think its stupid.

#37 Let her into your world.

#38 Let her wear your clothes.

#39 When she’s bored and sad, hang out with her

#40 Let her know she’s important.

#41 Kiss her in the pouring rain.

#42 When she runs up at you crying, the first thing you say is; “Who’s ass am I kicking today baby?”

#43 After she reads this, she hopes one day you’d read it too.


I'm just being random.
Nites :)


Truly yours,
Suzan Tan :)