Imperfection makes me perfect :)

Sunday, April 17, 2011

fakk :/ visited my friend's blog and he gave me a surprise there .
I saw a post . It wrote there .
Reblog this . Close your eyes . Count to 10 . Click the picture .
So i foolishly clicked it and BOO ! It came out the scary video with a woman shouting 'arghh' !
WTF , man ! I was scared :/ I jumped when the people in the video or image ( idk , cause didn't really see it properly ) starts shouting . I was like WTF ! -.-
It's a warning for you guys , don't click it .
I know i'm such a fool :D
And now i'm scared to go to bed . FML ! D:
Anyway, nights and bye ! Let's hope that tomorrow is gonna be a better day :)

Saturday, April 16, 2011

Life is too complicated .

I actually survivied ! gosh :O
Sigh , life is so miserable . Too complicated for people like me to stay .
'cause life is full of drama . Too dramatic .
Can't find the difference between real or fake , true or false nor bad or good .
Well , this is life . fakk D:
Somehow, i think life in heaven is wayy better , ryte ? At least there's no pain there .
But sometimes i don't understand stuffs . Was it because i'm too stupid or because i was being a fool ?
I gave hope on something but it turns out to be upside down . always like that . cacated .
So , yeah . Life is too complicated .

I waited for miracles but it did not appear.

Instead, things had gone worst.

And one more thing . You GUYS are really troublesome, kan ?

Love being heartbraker ?

The scar will be there FOREVER .

No offence, but sometimes i do wish you NEVER appear in my life .

You're no longer awesome to me . Instead, you suck . Don't blame me for saying this .
Somehow, i don't think it's you fault . Perhaps it's mine .

I trust you easily . So, it's my own fault . Shouldn't have believe everything that you said .

You might think that i cari my own pasal , kan ?

I'd rather not knowing the truth and stay in the lies forever .

Anyway , enjoy your life out there , heartbraker . Thanks for everything .

. i . h . y .

Truly yours ,

Suzan Tan

Friday, April 15, 2011

my . blog . is . finally . dead . :/
   so . am . i ._______.

not . in . a . great . mood .
   fakk . off . people . :|

my . heart . broke . into . million . pieces . =(
   ouch , it . hurts !

although . it's . gonna . stick . back . soon .
   the . scar . will . stay . there . forever

thank . you . for . that .
   i . h . y .

Friday, April 8, 2011

43 things a girl wished her boyfriend knows.

#1 When you break her heart, the pain never really goes away.

#2 When she misses you, she’s hurting inside.

#3 When she says it’s over, she still wants you to be hers.

#4 When she walks away from you mad, follow her.

#5 When she stares at your mouth, kiss her.

#6 When she pushes or hits you, grab her tight & don’t let her go.

#7 When she starts cursing at you, kiss her and tell her you love her.

#8 When she ignores you, give her your attention.

#9 When she pulls away, pull her back.

#10 When you see her at her worst, tell her she’s beautiful.

#11 When you see her crying, just hold her and don’t say a word.

#12 When you see her walking, sneak up and hug her waist from behind.

#13 When she’s scared, protect her.

#14 When she lays her head on your shoulder, tilt her head up and kiss her.

#15 When she steals your favourite jacket, let her keep it and sleep with it for a night.

#16 When she teases you, tease her back and make her laugh.

#17 When she doesn’t answer for a long time, reassure her that everything is okay.

#18 When she looks at you with doubt, back yourself up with the truth.

#19 When she says that she likes you, she really does more than you could understand.

#20 When she grabs your hands, hold hers and play with her fingers.

#21 When she bumps into you, bump into her back and make her laugh.

#22 When she tells you a secret, keep it safe and untold.

#23 When she looks at you in your eyes, don’t look away until she does.

#24 Stay on the phone with her even if she’s not saying anything.

#25 Don’t let her have the last word.

#26 Don’t call her hot, but gorgeous or beautiful is so much better.

#27 Say you love her more than she could ever love you.

#28 Argue that she is the best girl ever.

#29 When she’s mad, hug her tight and don’t let go.

#30 When she says she’s OK, don’t believe it, talk to
her about it, because 10 yrs later she’ll still remember it.

#31 Call her at 12:00am on special occasions to tell her you love her.

#32 Call her before you sleep and after you wake up.

#33 Treat her like she’s all that matters to you.

#34 Don’t ignore her when she’s out with you and your friends.

#35 Stay up all night with her when she’s sick.

#36 Watch her favorite movie with her or her favorite show even if you think its stupid.

#37 Let her into your world.

#38 Let her wear your clothes.

#39 When she’s bored and sad, hang out with her

#40 Let her know she’s important.

#41 Kiss her in the pouring rain.

#42 When she runs up at you crying, the first thing you say is; “Who’s ass am I kicking today baby?”

#43 After she reads this, she hopes one day you’d read it too.

I'm just being random.
Nites :)

Truly yours,
Suzan Tan :)